being beloved

"But I talk about my life anyway because if, on the one hand, hardly anything could be less important, on the other hand, hardly anything could be more important. My story is important not because it is mine, God knows, but because if I tell it anything like right, the chances are you will recognize that in many ways it is also yours. Maybe nothing is more important than that we keep track, you and I, of these stories of who we are and where we have come from and the people we have met along the way because it is precisely through these stories in all their particularity, as I have long believed and often said, that God makes himself known to each of us most powerfully and personally. If this is true, it means that to lose track of our stories is to be profoundly impoverished not only humanly but also spiritually." - Fredrick Buechner, Telling Secrets
~ Saturday, June 2 ~
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Today was equal parts agony and bliss. Hot waiting, chilling interrogation, and finally, beautiful release. Now, so incredibly content with where i am, i don’t know where to begin describing how much I delight in this land, or how beautiful it feels to laugh and joke in this wonderful language, in shabby streets with brilliant souls. So utterly exhausted, and I begin working at 9 am in a neighboring refugee camp, do it is time for me to crash.

Gosh, even the breeze is delicious here, or maybe this is just homeland euphoria talking.


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~ Friday, June 1 ~
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Aziza: (Arabic) Cherished one, beloved, precious, darling, respected. 
(Swahili) Valued one, beautiful one.

“The beloved of the Lord dwells in safety.
The High God surrounds him all day long,
and dwells between his shoulders.”

-Deuteronomy 33:12  

(it sort of looks backwards in these pictures, since i took them with photo booth, so if you speak arabic don’t be alarmed, this is written properly, and on the LEFT side of my back. ;))  

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day one abroad. current location, Amman, Jordan. feeling so at home in this city, this language, this culture, and among these beautiful souls. dinner with one old friend and two new ones, hummus and rocca salad and vegetables and kebab, mint drink, argileh smoke. perfection, and it’s like i never left. 

day one abroad. 
current location, Amman, Jordan.
feeling so at home in this city, this language, this culture, and among these beautiful souls.
dinner with one old friend and two new ones, hummus and rocca salad and vegetables and kebab, mint drink, argileh smoke. perfection, and it’s like i never left. 

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~ Wednesday, May 30 ~
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I am totally confident not that the world will get better, but that we should not give up the game before all the cards have been played. The metaphor is deliberate; life is a gamble. Not to play is to foreclose any chance of winning. To play, to act, is to create at least a possibility of changing the world.
— Howard Zinn 
Tags: hope anxiety faith doubt nerves nervous fear trying world
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~ Tuesday, May 29 ~
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at thirty thousand feet above
the earth was small enough
to think of everyone i loved,

and then imagine them a thousand mirrors
all reflected back at once
any light would multiply and then remind me
that Your love
is more than the sum.

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~ Monday, May 28 ~
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time to pack. leaving the country for 7 months…and the goal is to fit all my items in this carry-on sized bag. kinda don’t know where to begin with my thoughts and emotions…so i’ll just listen to some folksy rock and enjoy the breeze.  

time to pack. 
leaving the country for 7 months…and the goal is to fit all my items in this carry-on sized bag. 
kinda don’t know where to begin with my thoughts and emotions…so i’ll just listen to some folksy rock and enjoy the breeze.  

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big sister mode

just spent the day in a much needed heart to heart with my beautiful sister. 

let it be known there is no human being more precious and i would broach my pacifist convictions and rip off the head of anyone who tried to harm her.


you’ve been warned. 

 

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~ Sunday, May 27 ~
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dad decided to leave me his iPhone. this is my first ever instagram picture. victoria took it, actually…does that count?  

dad decided to leave me his iPhone. 

this is my first ever instagram picture. victoria took it, actually…does that count?  

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but remember always, son, help the persecuted and the victim because they are your better friends… in this struggle of life you will find more love and you will be loved.
— Nicola Sacco
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just trying to be simpler.